i started reading notes from underground a few weeks ago. i picked it because i really really REALLY like albert camus’ work and figured it would be a little similar.

it is, i think, but i’m not enjoying it at all. it feels too depressing and dark and i feel like it smells bad (lol). i’m just not loving it and i have a lot of other books that i want to read now but i feel the pressure to finish this one. it’s a short book so it shouldn’t take me long but still.

i can’t get myself to leave it unfinished, i feel like i’m commiting a sin or something lmao.

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