I’m just not having fun anymore. I spend all my day Sunday watching and agonizing over every game and constantly refreshing the app. I spend hours researching the best players and matchups just for Etienne to get benched for D’Ernest Johnson. It’s the randomness that kills me. I feel drained and I hate football now. How do you prevent this stuff from consuming you, especially after multiple losses in a row? It makes me question my intelligence and self-worth…

I’m thinking of taking a break from league. But if I leave they probably won’t let me back in… they’ve done something like that before to another player.

I just want to like football again.

Mods delete and laugh at me I f you want, but I’d be shocked if others didn’t feel this way and need some advice on it.