I can’t, for the life of me, win games that rely on me.

Whenever I’m the only one with a positive KDA, we’re always making these huge and exciting comebacks, and then either me or somebody in the team makes a mistake and all of it falls apart.

Whenever I’m losing lane, I’m either getting a) butchered again and again and the enemy team just keeps on tipping me and insulting me on chat or b) we make a comeback which leads to the above.

I’m tired.

Every game feels like a fucking waste of time if we spend so much effort and time only to lose again and again and again and again and I feel like I might kill myself whenever this shit happens.

I’m fucking done. I hope this game dies just as I will now.