I’ve learned that I have to hold something in my hand, set it up and use it, live with it for a little while, before I know if I’ll like it. Some of that is build quality and control feel, some is sound, some is ineffable.
I know this is easier for some than others, but I would try. Get used gear and resell it when you’re done. It’s really worth it. It’s the only way to really grow in this hobby.
My mantra is “Internet reviews can often help me avoid a horrible decison. They can never guarantee the right decision.”
Ok I lied, I just made that up - but it more or less reflects how I have used the internet for research over the years.
That, plus it’s where I learn this “one simple trick” that my nemesis hates.