Other readers, goddamn. I haven’t finished reading yet but I just got to the part where Mark comes back and it’s 5 years later. My heart hurts reading this stuff, the whole series just feels different now. I know this basically just means it’s good writing because I almost feel all of Mark’s pain. It feels different because it IS different. The past stuff was a super fun read, seeing Mark just know everything was a fun twist. This part just hurts. Idk, I want this to make me excited and in awe again and right now I’m just sad.