so i finally had some time to play with my steam deck and I thought id clean my paste and put in a Honeywell sheet. that went fine and my steamdeck seemed to poweron and run fine but when I went into desktop mode and install cryoutilities when it was already installed. now I have a blinking like and my screen wont turn on. I cant get into recovery or reinstall OS. any tips I might be missing? I can power it on but screen remains blank and light flashes at a steady pace