I’m Silver 1 0LP rn

Most of the times I lose a lane is because of greediness / forgetting the enemy jungler might be close, and even though I know those chances, I go all in just to be crushed the next second (and flamed by my support ofc)

This kind of stuff happens constantly, even if I somehow got ahead in the early game (Last match: I [aphelios] ended up getting firstblood against Zeri and Lux without using spells, just so I could throw the game harder anyways by trying to engage into a certainly lost team fight)

Oh, I think it’s important to clarify I’m an otp aphelios (700k mastery, playing mostly him for two years at this point), and since I started playing him (second champion I ever tried, first I enjoyed playing), I can’t be functional with everything else (aside from zeri, I really liked her for some reason)

Well, everything seems clear as I’m writing this. In the end, I’m still the same little teenager, whining somewhere else other than my empty room for once. I know what I should be doing to play better, I just can’t apply it.