This team can be in the most dumpster fire, dog water situations and I will still manage to convince myself that we have a chance. I woke up this morning and unknowingly, LIKE ACTUALLY, without even realizing it, came up with a scenario where we still make the playoffs. Right after the Seahawks loss all the way to the end of the Bills game I was repeating to myself all day and night, “the seasons over, the season is seriously over.” Then, OOOOOH WHADOYAKNOOOOOOOOW this morning I get up and one of my first thoughts is “well we were going to lose 6 games at some point anyway, so maybe if we can just beat the Giants and steal one from the Cowboys…” and I had to catch myself mid-thought and laugh at the realization that I unironically just did that, almost on impulse. What. Have I become?
This season, I’m straight up not having any fun at all. There have been no memorable moments outside of Howell being him. Even Terry has sucked this year. No win streak, jahan has sucked, draft picks are meh… just… I haven’t enjoyed this season at all. Those first 2 games were the highlight to 17 weeks of football.