You have nothing to be humiliated about. You took a chance that they would never even think of in their lifetime.
They believe if you work for other successful people, you’ve accomplished life. Old Skool thinking.
Because let’s be honest, if your business would’ve taken off and you’d be making millions, they’d STILL find a way to hate rather than to congratulate. They’d probably still be like “ Oh, your business isn’t as big as “ so and so.
You have no reason to feel humiliated by them. They don’t see what you see. You don’t need that approval.
You don’t lol.
As the old saying goes, you must spend money to make money. Or at least spend time to make money.
Find a way to make money. A job, a craft, a side hustle, anything to gain currency.
Once that’s steady, build your credit. Put some of that money on secured credit cards and keep them under the credit utilization rate.
After your score goes up, you then can figure out how you wanna start your career as an entrepreneur.
You’ll be eligible for certain business loans if not on the right track to growing your businesses from the ground up.
But before you do all of this, figure out what business you’d like to enter to become one and stick to it.