Please don’t take offence to this and I mean this in the kindest way possible… (I think the majority of people might agree)
Do not play ball. No one wants you. No one wants to play against you. You are a moon mammal that should’ve stayed at the damn moon.
As for tips, you can check out chasm who is the #1, yeatle is pretty good too.
It’s ok I have the same issue. And it’s because I suck
He is a blast and almost every death I know exactly where I went wrong and what mistakes I made. It’s never supports fault.