I gain 17 and lose 28
I’m experiencing the agonizing pain of negative LP gain. It’s like trying to climb a mountain of molasses, every step forward met with two steps back.
The system doesn’t believe in you. It’s a struggle that often goes unseen, a silent torment that weights heavily on my heart.
I was hard stuck in Emerald 4 in a similar situation and i focused on improving my gameplay and consistency, now i’m in Diamond 3 with healthy MMR - i also muted toxic players and tried to focus on having a good game despite losing, it’s important to reflect on what you did wrong and make sure to not repeat the same mistakes. I appreciate some games are unwinnable and there are trolls who will have a mental boom and intentionally feed but these games are few and far between in the grand scheme of things… If you improve your MMR will fix itself