Before we start im level 150 with 1000 hour’s. Basically about a month ago i found a stack after forever and I was playing great with them postive every match by 3 kills and was giving callouts. But this last 2 weeks ive just underperformed and go negative every match. It shows as well because after i fail a clutch by just all around choking my aim " how did you lose that" “quit the game” “did you not hear him” I just get a wave of sadness, it makes me feel like im washed at this game and I probably am. Im just losing passion and kinda just want to give up and play the games im good at. It hurts cause if I do just quit thats 1000 hours of life gone for me.
I’d be willing to bet that you might be playing worse now entirely because of your previous wins. You were going positive and winning a lot, which means you’re now most likely going against better players making it harder to win as many gun fights.
Idk your rank though, but that’s just my thoughts on it