I’d honestly switch numbers and get your personal contacts & school connected with the new number. Just for purposes of project management it would drive me crazy with things coming from all directions.
I’m a data analysts at one of the largest insurance brokers and we thought about using Monday like you’ve. Sadly it wasn’t up to par with what we needed. We found our best solutions were to honestly keep taking things slowly and develop what we needed. Not sure what exactly you have for man power and stuff but there’s a lot of systems out there that can be beneficial. I’d suggest setting up some sorters for example a quick power automate system that can funnel and organize your emails for you.
I’m young and just starting to figure out what I want to do myself. Although, I believe that finding something you’re passionate about is the key. If you’re not fulfilled I doubt you will wake up one day and have it click unless something changes a lot. Do what your heart is telling you to do.
Don’t feel guilty for trying to find another passion.
You will end up finding the right decision so don’t beat yourself up about it.
Good luck, if you need someone to chat, let me know!