What kind of moment fills you with excitement and makes you think “as long as I can experience this, I will keep playing this game”.
For me there is no greater feeling than a tight match, the constant pressure of not knowing who will actually win, or when a match that seemed lost gets completely flipped over and turned into a victory. I love a match that leaves me sweating.
Honestly I hate toxicity, but my competitive nature makes it so that beating toxic players. Or annoying ones (spamming voice lines and such) floods my brain with endorphins like I just shot heroin.